3 nights ago<\/a>, then again last night.\u00a0 Again, there were some big time clues that it wasn’t real.\u00a0 Like some kind of alternate reality.\u00a0 But still, in the moment, it feels really real.\u00a0 The first time, I woke up pretty rattled.\u00a0 This time, yeah it was upsetting, but I was more like, “your stupid brain, Erin,” and went back to sleep.\u00a0 I hope this isn’t going to be a trend. \ud83d\ude41\u00a0 My fears aren’t really nagging all the time anymore, but apparently they are still there.<\/p>\nA couple of things on a happier note though:<\/p>\n
I haven’t mentioned yet, there’s a sweet girl at one of my places of work who found out she is pregnant also!\u00a0 And it’s sounding more and more like our due dates are going to be at around the same time, if not the exact same day.\u00a0 SO FUN!\u00a0 I’m so excited to have a “bump buddy,” and other than that I am just really overjoyed for her.<\/p>\n
Other thing is a little story from today that totally cracked me up.\u00a0 I might tell it wrong now because I was on my way out when I heard about this.\u00a0 And it might make more sense when I can find out who said it.\u00a0 But anyway.\u00a0 I told one of the women at work (my other place of work) my news.\u00a0 I think she might be the last one I told.\u00a0 Not to really leave her out, but I was waiting to tell most work people until after I had my Dr appointment.\u00a0 I ended up telling the other two ladies at this office though because I’ve known them for years now and they’re like my work moms.\u00a0 She said, “That’s so weird.\u00a0 I mean…congratulations!!\u00a0 …But that is really weird.”\u00a0 I was very curious to hear her elaborate, but then the phone rang.\u00a0 When she got off the phone, she was helping someone with a warranty job, but she told me quickly: Some guy (a patient) was in a couple of days ago (??? unsure of time frame) and he told her (asked her?) that the Dr is pregnant.\u00a0 She said something like, “No, I don’t think so….”\u00a0 And he was like yeah I think so, but don’t tell her I said that.\u00a0 HA!\u00a0 I knew I was showing some bloat-belly in the afternoons!\u00a0 Or maybe I said something to tip him off, depending on who it was.\u00a0 I remember someone recently asking me if I had more kids, but it has been a while.\u00a0 So I don’t know if it could have been him.\u00a0 The woman at work couldn’t remember who said it, just that he came in with his wife.\u00a0 She said she’d try to figure it out, and I hope she does because I’m dying to know who it was!<\/p>\n
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Dreams are so annoying.\u00a0 Usually, my pregnancy dreams are completely bizarre.\u00a0 Totally off-the-wall.\u00a0 This time, there are some like that (though I’m remembering them less and less), but I’ve had TWO miscarriage dreams now.\u00a0 So upsetting.\u00a0 First one was 3 nights ago, then again last night.\u00a0 Again, there were some big time clues that it […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=771"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":772,"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771\/revisions\/772"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=771"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=771"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/babyg.brainstormwarning.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=771"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}